Lord, how is it that I can help to save souls but have trouble saving my own soul?  I always pray that I can become a saint but I constantly fail.  I don’t feel Your Love and I dont understand why.  Lord, You know that I love You and in time of temptations it seems like You forget about me.  I feek so lonely and in despair.  I want to be a saint but it seems like everyone is against me including You.  Where must I turn?  I know the evil one is longing for my soul but I will not let him have it.  I pray that I can feel Your Love.  I Love You God!  Please don’t abandon me even when I fall into sin.  I pray for a happy death and I really want to see You along with Mary and Savio in Heaven.