Lord,

I love You with my whole heart, mind, body, and soul.  I recently just finished Preparation for Death by St. Alphonsus and it has changed my life.  Life is fragile and we should always be ready for death at any time.  “The life of man is like the life of a blade of grass.   According to St Alphonsus, ”Death comes, the grass withersm and behold life ends, and the flower falld of all greatness and all worldly goods.”  This means that we as Christians should lay down our lives like Christ did for us and show more love for God rather than material objects.   “Unhappy he who lies down on his bed under the displeasure of God, and from thence passes into eternity.”  How I long to be a saint!  I cannot wait to praise God in heaven.  I am sorry God for all those nights I fell asleep in sin and I thank You for allowing me to live another day to ammend my life to do Your will.  The Devil hates when we avoid sin.  He presents us with dilusions.  The first dilusion is that he tells us that we can confess our sins after we have fallen.  Next, he makes us believe that we do not have the strength to avoid temptations.  Thirdly, the devil tells us that God is all merciful and that he will keep forgiving us.  What if we die at the moment after sin.  How many souls are doomed to hell because of these dilusion.  Finally, the fourth delusion is that God will not punish us. The pains of hell are terrible.  I recall reading that once a boy told Michael Magone that he did not care about hell.  So Magone lit a match under his hand and said this pain is nothing compared to hell.  The fires of hell serve no purpose except torment.  They do not give off light like on this earth.  The stench of hell is unbearable and those in hell have to bear the fact that they will be there for eternity.  On the day of the sinner’s judgement, his guardian angels and the devil will turn against him.   His pain will be more severe knowing that they had sinned before the Lord than in hell itself.  I urge you reader to repent and join me on the path to Sainthood.  Heaven is going to be great and we shall be joyful forever worshipping our Lord!